Friday, January 4, 2008

Introspection for Miss Michele

Miss Michele has neglected herself lately, with readings, so we're going to try to get back on track with daily throws.

Feeling professionally frustrated and disheartened today, I pulled a three-card spread, to gain insight into my feelings, seek advice from the tarot, and determine the most likely outcome.

Two Major Arcanas came up, along with the Nine of Rods, which shows this cycle of depression is ending soon. I'm not sure why there's such a heavy masculine influence in the cards... perhaps I should stop being so girly-whiny lately and blaming hormones on my state of mind?

The Hierophant seems to be precisely the opposite of what I'm feeling right now. It speaks of abstinence, morality, and discipline. But a lack of discipline is exactly what I have. I thought this would be better in the New Year, but it's not! I'm looking for meaning and purpose, and not finding it anywhere.

The Nine of Rods, advice, tells me I have the strength to face this, I just don't realize it. Suck up and get it done, I think the tarot is saying.

If I do, mystical forces, the Magician, will step in and help. My natural writing talent will come through and make it all easier.

This is what I'm meant to be doing. Why can't I just do it?

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